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10Nov09

My mood is rather erratic, an epitome of the weather of similar temper, because I am bankrupt, gaining unnecessary weight and experiencing being at the bottom of the pit. I think I am suffering from mid-life crisis.

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09Nov09

freezing cold shower to rid the fury from technical failure. and it might rain. my back already hurts from yesterday’s adventure.

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09Nov09

haha i have the most unimaginative, non-exhaustive, affordable/crazy expensive hand drawn wish list.
i need to focus on my (kame and) kanji

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Useless

08Nov09

I want to go on a sponsored holiday trip, to get away from the drama… But I realized that my largest drama might be the only one to pack along with me ):
I have to practice tough love, and to practice disappearing.

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08Nov09

>50 KG now. THANKS TO NO EXERCISE, BEING HORIZONTAL AND FOOD. ):

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05Nov09

I think I know what I am doing and the likely consequences, yet somehow I feel I am master of my own fate.

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05Nov09

Let’s see: tuition x hardcore x freedom, ikea shopping, online chats, stayovers and video bums, getting blurry with my r/s, new jap teacher, family camping at home, itouch insomnia, worrying myself to death…
Tuition is on slow mo now, although I have started to tutor the kid in Chinese, but I like the slow pace now, [...]

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Sometimes I wish you inch closer

02Nov09

lelove
How can I stand here in the hours of quick showers and heavy storms, and not think of you? Is it even possible that you would not cross my mind when I am lain with fatigue after a bad night and a long day? I had a dream that you were right beside, but when [...]

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01Nov09

Big Breakfast after MJ with the GM guys @ Simei, xhardcore tuition today, tomorrow and tuesday…

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31Oct09

The festive decorations are already up, and sitting in in elbow-distant away from the other customers in Starbucks is really playing mind games, tricking me into crowd shopping and gifting. Somehow I am there in thought. My week has been really weird, beginning at different hours, and my elation level diving and escalating at different [...]

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