Archive for January, 2009

Right now, it’s like having seven roulette slots. And I cannot decide on which I like better, because I am omitting a secret =/
I had honey with tea, while sitting high and watching the world pass by, braving the freezing breeze, yet I am relentless on trashing my thoughts in doodles and funny fonts.
I am [...]


My irregular Friday began with a mad dash to school to submit the reports and camp DVD: 2046 in the school library (cute boys?) while waiting for Vans. We headed to PS for Bride Wars (sneaked in Starbucks’ muffins, yummy) thereafter headed to Bugis for steamboat (yes finally!) with Alicia, Jem, Frank, Shaun and Ricky. [...]


I know you don’t need me, and vice versa.
Yet in the chase of it all, I lost rationality so here we are now.
I want to say “This is what we’ve got. We’ve got now.”
But its not entirely mine per se.
**
After the shopping marathon and sleeping for more than 24 hours in two days, my back [...]


Good Morning (:
I had a good dream and decent rest, before waking up to fine tune the 20% weightage report, at 3 am (then go back to sleep till 1pm then go school to submit). I had meant to start sooner, say 2 am, but Jo bought har gao and carrot cake from Crystal Jade! [...]


Black on black

29Jan09

Everything is stowed away, like paper bags and the burnt mess, my punctured foil and plastic bottles, my room is the best representation of a landfill on the rise. Like a lasso effect, or rather unlike poles attract, I am waiting for things to fade into the background, like how it emerged from nothingness as [...]


I read the ten thousand things you had possibly said ever since, before bed.
I’d sleep till morning light.
**
Halt?


It has been an insane Wednesday, with the hours of the day zipping past, as quickly as it started (at 5 unholy AM). I sent Sebastian off to the States (and had to loot home his watch and phone)at Changi Airport, and went school for a defeated purpose (lecturer on MC, growl), before celebrating ang [...]


I could not leave you wading in your thoughts, not after you never left mine last night, or all week.
There is secrecy in abundance, which could be an initial thrill, though in some context, my moral compass is opposing.
I do not know how to make it right, or what is right, and I would only [...]


Residue

27Jan09

Things to do, before I decompose in March:

More French Films
Learn French via books/audio tapes
Expand Greek Myth’s knowledge
Watch all 10 Seasons of Friends
Buy the

B/W Gingham Blouse
LV wallet
Bandage shoes
White shirts for casual wear (stock up)

Save at least $1.5k (im going to print a damned poster to hang in my room to remind myself. ‘$’.)
Consider my options (career/studies/relocation)

Everything [...]


The threads are bare, and so is the night. There are zilch plans for productivity, as the rarity of kicking back on the couch, remote surfing on a regular day seems to mark up the importance of an overdue break. Visitation this year was fruitful, fun (Taboo!), food galore, Inkheart at Pasir Ris, and variety [...]