Even my mother

31Jul08

I am so burned, that I need to sell my two-day weekender pass Singfest tickets. Super sad. And that is because I owe my mother 2.5k$. Nice.
THANKS AH

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Details in the Fabric

31Jul08

I lose myself in the unfounded worries, high expectations, retarded anticipation and poor self esteem. I am conscious of the first and fourth pits because of others (telling me), but the resounding two others seem to haunt in every phase of the day. I am weakening, and probably breaking from the load I am imposing [...]

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We Crash, We Burn, We Spill Things

27Jul08

In the non-formality of things, I spilled a crazy load of heart contents, semi unintentionally, to the two best girls in my life. I probably got tipsy over a few paper cups of white wine, but the load off my shoulder is immense. It took me thinking about what exactly I was avoiding to consider, [...]

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Hello Weekends

25Jul08

A pow-wow weekend is in high anticipation, with a drunk picnic tomorrow in the evening, then Daughtry concert (thanks Ros) on Sunday, with a family day after tuition, then a Monday revision and a Tuesday sushi feast after the test. I have been naming presents/gifts off my head when asked, maybe birthday celebrations are overhyped, [...]

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My Remedy

24Jul08

My throat is cracking under the dry spell, and I am probably cracking under pressure. Tomorrow is the finishing line, but I am crippled by the time chase and the mood swings. The disconnection for days, due to the negligence of prompts, was good. I don’t get hurried and chased, and suprisingly, ELS turned out to [...]

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Better Together

23Jul08

Sometimes, what bugs me is how time flies away, as we dwindle and dawdle over non-purposeful items and the actual inactivity of sorts, spurs me to a frenzy as I try to make good of each situation. Being stationary does not seem optimal at any one point in time. I just wish we could finish [...]

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FIERCE!

22Jul08

I am pitting myself against my capabilities, and an attempt to race against time.
I am trying to avoid the addiction to craze over Project Runway 4 reruns (OMG CHRISTIAN!!), luxury goods and coke.

2pm – 3pm: ELS and send to Mariyah
3pm – 4pm: ESB and send to the rest of the group
5pm – 6pm: Finish reading [...]

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WANING WATCH

20Jul08

The entire kaleidoscope whirlwind has swept me into a tumbled mess, rather stranded between the sheets. There is ignorance of the pressing issues weighing down on my shoulders, yet there is no apparent effort to be more than what I am expected and promised to be. There are reasonable and unreasonable demands, and my vision [...]

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LIGHT STREAKS

20Jul08

We went to Cafe Del Mar to support the girls, had red wine and champagne as well as dope nachos and chicken wings.

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BATMAN

17Jul08

THE DARK KNIGHT SO DAMN GOOD. PLUS CAMEO APPEARANCE BY EDISON CHEN! AND THE LAMBORGHINI! CHRISTIAN BALE SUIT OFF, JOKER FULL ON, AND TEH UTILITY BELT.
GO WATCH IT, 150+ MINS, SO DAMN WORTH IT. I MIGHT WATCH IT AGAIN! WOOTS.
CHESTER WAS NICE, I HOPE HE GETS HOME SAFE.

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