Archive for May, 2008

M.E.N.D

31May08

Somewhat porcelain, I could lay like a million shattered pieces, because holding up and holding on has been tough and more than ever, I need to start… to start standing up for myself, to start rejecting, to start neglecting, although the entire guilt could consume me whole. Wide awake at the break of dawn, lying [...]


 
Some visuals for the past week’s major highlights..


With a slant of light, all that was actually real, seem like a mirage, with zombie-trudge down the corridors each day, accumulating sleep debt and a really busted bank account. After all the garrulous documents, ranging from projects to the Internet conspiracy, the momentum is charging fast, but I am about to collapse into deep [...]


Blast Reminder

26May08

I am hollowed out, more often that naught, and it stings to a large extent that it is the new permanent numb-chuck feel for good. Everyone needs a bad reminder, for better times. Each day is a strain, although enriching. I blew my life savings on caffeine yesterday, which is comparably better than everything else [...]


After shuffling for iced coffee and brow threading, we resided in the music store, and sang along to oldies as well as checking out the entire movie/music album collection. I found something long wanted, and for the entire weekend, I have been Beatles-possessed. But I think its more of a Jim Sturgess (below) obsession.

There is a [...]


In the dead of the silence and ignoring the numb feel of weariness, I have been churning insight on the regionalisation scene like an automated clockwork. There is a fatigue I am trying to disguise and deny. It would probably fade off tomorrow, but that is a risk taken and probably sticking true. The need for [...]


Burn Bridges

21May08

I am cracking under pressure and the wild humidity scene beyond these four walls. Encapsulated and rather weighed down by my bones to lie on my bed, with a certain strait jacket feel, tonight seems to go on forever as depicted by my worst nightmare — insomnia. Because of this traumatic hindrance, I have been [...]


Do/Die

19May08

For a moment, everyone seem selfish, and blinded. I would include myself into this flash instant example, because probably my past sacrifices or intentions would be outweighed by the lack of either, (although) perceived by myself. As killer as it is, I would take it as a sedation and just let it fungi-grow till it [...]


16May08

The vicious demands of school and work. Those uninvolved would never understand.


Acid Trip

13May08

So the weekend was haphazard but emitting positive fun, despite the terrible forum presentation preparation for today, as well as the activities over the weekend.
Spending Friday on a ill place like Orchard Cineleisure just screams crowd and gross at the same time, aloud. However, Subway with Shu Qi and Ros, with whom I can be [...]