reeling in fondness
Two rushed california handrolls for lunch, before tuition, can barely hold me together. And coming home to Jo’s fish porridge in tow, after walking off fries carb, was out of the ordinary. I like mush food, but I can’t do mushy. Automated back massages are deserving, although knowing that I can fall back without worries is more assuring.
When you didn’t let me go in embrace, I was wondering why you couldn’t. Now that I have let you go, I was wondering why I took forever and a day. Perhaps there is truth in the text that you’ll love me always, but I wish I could take my heart out, and show you that I beat slower for you now. I thought this ’special’ could go on for longer, but I did not calculate the passers-by and the fatigue that sets in from nights of waiting. Given, this goes down a notch, but I’ll still hug you when I see you and leave you. Because this is the only thing I am sure about.
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correct direction
wanton mee x honesty x yakuza moon x done deal.
i want hotwings + beer.
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cs’ 21st








Chinsoon’s birthday celebration over the weekend was exhausting. I went over on an impromptu notice, only to stay over on Friday, spamming BBQ food and learning Texas Hold’em. The rest of the crowd were the GM boys, and the fatigue pang attacked on Saturday morning, though I had to drag myself to PS with Yongyuan to get decorations, although I sneaked a break of CJ Congee before leaving the extreme heat and crowds. My gadget batteries were dying on me ): I finally saw Guan Lin (!) and we despite suffering at the cake cutting, I’m glad Dayuanjia’s party went well. Cleaning up was crazy beyond me, that my back hurt like hell and I could not stay any later. Luckily Kevin drove me home, and drove back. 14 blades with Vans after tuition today, was impromptu but good. Ip Man 2 next.
I think I better head out when the sun is shining bright, otherwise I’ll be paper white.
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dayuanjia aka chinsoon called to talk as usual, and the prospect of bkk in june sounds tempting. he asked me to save money. i am terrible at that.
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discerning you
half of me wants to love only half of you.
now the rest of me, wants to look at some place else. not that you are not enough (because i am proud of you), but because i don’t want to linger at where i cannot stay. when i first knew you i wanted to share everything i knew with you, like food places, shopping haunts, movie raves, music sounds, ghost stories and the like. when i knew you better, i wanted to learn things about you. now that i know you, i want to learn things together with you. yet somehow i feel like silly pinning on something insignificant like that. i do question myself, if we both knew each other best, and if we will ever be good together. i get the same answer everytime.
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gently
… saying no, how?
on the other hand, today was ace. then i’ll wonder how many ace days will we have? if i can remember the few vividly, is that a good or bad omen? im not sure if i can do quantity over quality.
the february disaster is impending.
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Mid week is definitely the best.
I met Ros at noon for Brothers at PS, and we had a good lunch and catch up. Sorry that Sarah and Qi had to miss it, but it’s okay, next time. There are so many movies to catch, yet so little time. Shutter Island together k! (:
After that I roamed town, and I got depressed twice. First, Kame’s Anan magazine was sold out on the first day (fully booked and no backorders). I actually saved to buy it. Sucks. And now I got a dilemma between the Burberry bracelet and the Tiffany’s. Never mind those material headaches. haha. While waiting for Vans I went to visit Zhixiang at his workplace, and I suppose I need to get a new watch soon. My CK strap is breaking down from excessive usage though I could get a replacement at Wheelock soon. ): I hate errands.
With Vans, we went window shopping for leather goods. We toured the huge Burberry flagship store after our coffeeclub relax session (people watch fun), YSL (ftw, the velvet logo tee’s logo was pretty haha), HMV and had XLBs for dinner. It’s funny how we talk everyday, yet we got endless things/boy photos/videos to share when we meet at least once a week.
My cough is insane, but the mid week break was deserving. I am still bitter about the sold out magazine. ):
NVM, shall save for DBSK magazines. x5 goodness comfort.
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