JLPT4 is approaching and i guess its the major examination for me since the SATs in May. I am trying to find time and space to make good of the notes, although the videos of the boys are mighty distracting. It’s turbulence then white flag then another rollercoaster ride again. Oh and funny thing is you can only expect of others what you do unto others. Reality bites.
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Dealing
Somehow I feel you’re the thin thread that binds my vein and each time you pull, I am inclined to stop beating and stop moving altogether. Under your rhythm, I find it difficult to pull away, and it is as though you were sewn through my skin and bones which makes me hesitate every time I want to cut loose.
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at least we agreed on something, that we positively cannot be just friends.
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Jang Geun Suk

jangjangjangjang. our latest starboy. (:
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not the balenciaga bag I had always want (motorcycle silver hardware ftw) but this is awesome for a morning surprise.
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I’m having a rough week, and I cannot say it’s getting better. What’s encouraging is having Vans around almost everyday (fully loaded with videos joy!) and family. It’s tough to learn Japanese with the huge disparity, as well as coping with the physical environment (little rest) and my financial position. What’s most trying is making good of him&I, and trying to see the best in him even though the odds are against. I figured I don’t have to prove to anyone anything (fingers crossed) though I would like to get out of this rut life and get decent rest. The comforting improvements are a new iTouch replacement, diminishing appetite, new dramas and movies, Gokusen Movie next week (Kamenashi! Haruma!), and friends.
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In a bid to lose weight, spend my time more wisely (while waiting for my video loads), and to start on the dreaded-yet-eventual chores, I did house work today! I arranged the shoe racks (and I got 2 Nine West pair of shoes to sell, and 1 pair from Mango, all unworn), and washed 12 pairs of slippers after throwing out 5 worn out pairs. There are still sneakers that are to be separated into the charity and trash bins… I washed and cleaned out the service balcony. I handled rags and the broom all afternoon, super dead beat. Tomorrow there’s the DVD players and collection and sorting of the laundry. Sigh, the things I do to reward my dad when he comes back from his retreat, for his hard work to the family all these while. i think I shall sleep at 9pm. Damn tired. /Sleep walk to kame’s videos
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/crisis/
My mood is rather erratic, an epitome of the weather of similar temper, because I am bankrupt, gaining unnecessary weight and experiencing being at the bottom of the pit. I think I am suffering from mid-life crisis.
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freezing cold shower to rid the fury from technical failure. and it might rain. my back already hurts from yesterday’s adventure.
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